9AM In Burger King In Amsterdam With No Money, No Phone, And No Family

An Existential Reflection On My Most Recent Encounter With Fear; What Saved Me And What Didn't; Who Came To My Rescue Vs Who I Wanted To Come To My Rescue

For someone who is so beloved in the ethers I inhabit*, you might be surprised to hear that in real life I am pretty avoidant, pretty despondent. In face to face interactions with loved ones and others I strive to be quite present and personal, but I often feel like relationships are ultimately a list of contacts.